so bad expressing my thoughts in writting lately

couldnt longer write what i felt inside to express myself 

sucks 

screwwww everything

thoughts.

Here i am , still wide awake suffocated--

with my own scary and stormy thoughts

like im used to it every single night

drown.

trust me

deny the feelings

push everything 

but--

actually it is the opposite 

trust me

yay design

Tak tido lagi yay

semua design punya pasal yay

tipu je , sebenarnya tengah ngantok tak yay pun okbai

penat asyik brainstorm design

decide nak turun bawah lepak compound anggerik

cari port duduk 

terus tenung langit

“cantiknya bulan" /senyum/

Allahuakbar.

f up.

im so fucked up 

architecture is not a JOKE weh 

/cries an ocean//