"Riuh dari  menaip adalah lebih saya selesakan
 dari saya bersuara menggunakan lidah dan bertutur kata"


-HemisferaNis

battling within ourselves.

taeyeon's

Krystal's

another man, impossible to reach for

meet my god daniel everyone kekek

gadisnakal's crib lol.

kenangan rumah sewa!

                                      

takde gambar proper kat rumah. tapi nah. 

bukan senang aku nak pose dengan ciksa hahhahhaha.

.main masak masak.

serious this one aku paling rindu. masak masak dengan diorang haha.

sebab semua suka makan dan semua boleh jadi chef.

paling penting kalau upload, ada caption punchline padu.

hahah aaaaaa rindu!

groceries shopping.

groceries shopping kat econsave yang baru bukak, 

but make it full with joy lol.

ye, kinah bawak stick tu nak selfie hhahahahhaha.

so we literally threw away the embarassment and joined the ride

for the sake of memories ahahahah

sebab semua suka makan & pandai masak maka groceries shopping 

memang selalu ya. 

birthday macha.

hahahahha boek punya surprise ke macha.

semangat semua pakai all blue to fit the theme.

kek marble billion tapi customize jadi indulgence with m&m on top ye.

ahahahah.

sebenarnya banyak benda best lagi, pergi berkelah mandi air terjun bbq lah tapi takde pulak gambar.

so aku abadikan apa yang adalah. bolehlah dari takdeeeeee.

the end of 07

my life currently back to normal, i passed this current hellish semester.
not something to be proud of cuz i pass with suchha bad grade for my
design , but i think at least that is the best for me.

god knows how i really tried so hard and fought with the hardship
not to mention i REALLY poured out my tears (more to waste)
a looooot than ever. I hate this semester. hahah

not even surprised when i was informed that my name was listed
among the failed students well that showed how fucked up i was this semester
ffs i hate a biased person 

god my cloth smells so nice that i miss home.
one more week to go then i will hit the sem break omg

dear blog.

dear blog, today i am hurting so badly.

and i don't know how to put it in words exactly to convey the feelings. but little did i know,
part of me died today.

im so tired dealing with this endless bullshit that always find their way to me

i can pretend that everything is alright
but the truth is im screaming with the insane pain inside

(& ohh final c r i t with e x ternal p a nel  s u c k s)

if you're in the mood for some good and relaxed lullaby, here

go sit by the windows, better with while watching rains or ray of sun between the curtains .

smile dearself,

anyone got super power ah?

i'm in  a deep stress right now.

i guess this sem is just not for me

i don't know.

i lost the spirit to do everything when i only had 3 weeks left before final.

i feel so guilty towards my parents for behaving so badly like this.
i feel so bad towards myself for being a loser to gave up in the middle of my dreams
i feel so useless.

aaaaaaaa i need super power to boost my spirit