anyone got super power ah?

i'm in  a deep stress right now.

i guess this sem is just not for me

i don't know.

i lost the spirit to do everything when i only had 3 weeks left before final.

i feel so guilty towards my parents for behaving so badly like this.
i feel so bad towards myself for being a loser to gave up in the middle of my dreams
i feel so useless.

aaaaaaaa i need super power to boost my spirit