"There's a point i feel so broken. I am hurting inside and unable to do everything. I cannot express myself either. They don't have time. They have their own problems. They are all busy. They are struggling, too. For that, i fear that i might became a burden to them. To that, i am keeping / bottled up everything inside untill i bursted into tears. For weeks, months and years. I endured myself. Everything. By. Myself. Only. No. One. Knows. Looking back, everything that has happened to me back then, i am so glad that i struggled alone. Everything happened must be reasons. I clawed back from hell smelling like rose. I know how to control my emotions better than before. I started to let things fall to its place without questioning the 'whys'. And i came back happier.
To sum it up, brace yourself. Stay strong and always reflect on yourself first before others. Let others be. Let them. Worry not about other people. Value yourself. Love yourself. Peace.
Xoxo, Nadia"
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