#random rants : moving on.

aku genuinely ingat ada orang pernah tanya,

"how did u move on? how's that feeling when you finally get over it?"

sebab aku cakap, lagu yang tengah dengar tu used to be my jams with my ex.

idk. tapi kelakar pulak ingat.

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"surely it costs you hell. rasa jahanamlah mula mula.

  hadap jelah rasa tu. kalau nak nangis sila. nak rasa perit, layan.

  sampai satu masa, rasa done." 

senyum.

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"how long you took?"

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" 5 damn years"

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"so, sepanjang 5 tahun tu?"

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"wasn't easy at all. no lies."

yes, i took quite a time nak move on. mungkin simply

because i'm a hard girl.

hard to impress.

hard to fall.

hard to admit.

when i did, i loved so hard.

so yes, i'm hardly moving on, too.

haha.

but now i'm all good lah

boleh buat lawak je bila ingat. gagag.