i wish.

i wish i could dissappear, 

whenever i feels like to.

running away from reality,

to live in my own fantasy for a while.

everything seems so hard nowadays.

i barely couldnt make it through.

fgs.

Just because we rarely talk to each other you feels like im forgetting you, um no.

"If they love you, they'll make time for you"

i don't live with that damn rule in my life.

if you simply miss me, come to me and let's start the conversation.

stop judging and spreading false words and blaming people around

you, just because you are assuming they're abandoning your existence.

we're in 20's for god sake.

everyone got their own damn life.

i grew tired in many people, because things like this.

come. do the talk.

assume later.

traveler jalanan.

gelandangan umpama traveler yang meniti perjalanan

mengenali dunia sebenar di luar sana

diludah rasa jijik

dihampar rasa benci

dihidang dengan rasa yang terlalu hina oleh mata mata yang berjiwa raksasa 

pun juga, tetap masih ada tangan yang mahu menyambut 

dunia kita semakin sakit terisi manusia bersifat binatang 

Semakin hilang manusia berjiwa sarat dengan ikhlas dan sayang

hanya kerana kamu tidak memiliki sesuatu yang membuat diri kamu kaya 

nilai kamu susut dan rendah tiada guna

escapism.

pekat larut malam bersama
bulan dan jutaan bintang yang berserakan di langit

membawa jauh ke dunia yang sukar
aku tafsirkan tetapi hadir diiringi dengan ketenangan
yang luar biasa

dan aku mahu terusan tenggelam dengan dunia ini

Jaga kau hati hati

Takut ia dikeji

Kelak pasti kau kan makan hati

time.

gosh, so many things running inside my mind lately.

i missed everything.

i missed everything.

i missed everything.

in the past.

i can never say this to anyone 

but watching time passes by,

my heary aches so much, really.

tho i really loves growing up.

but then, i HAVE to

accept things will changes eventually.

but then time's still moving.

i cannot stop everything 

dalam dunia ni

makin lama hidup makin banyak yang kau boleh belajar

belajar bukan nak pandai tapi belajar nak survive

belajar nak lantak kan sekeliling kau yang bawak negative vibes

pedulikan toxic people yang suka judge

mampuskan perasaan yang drown kau 

kena belajar

sebab nak kentalkan hati

so even barely living, survived.

rules for life.

almost 3a.m. but here i am still couldnt fix my doze-off-to-bed schedule 

and wide awake almost every night.

here.