my ennie.

harini aku hilang kucing aku, name given jennie.

but we called her ennie. to make it sounds cute.

after i lost 3 kittens before this & 2 cats went missing

i thought i could give in this easily.

sadly, no.

ffs, yang ni dah grown really attached to me.

before this aku kerja, jarang gila dia nak datang ke aku

even panggil pun, tak sahut.

but since aku resign & duduk rumah,

she literally became very very clingy.

like whenever nampak aku,

terus lari dengan mulut bising dia.

duduk depan bilik mengiau 

sampai aku buka pintu & let her in.

damn, aku dah sedih.

you know what's the worst?

THE FACT THAT I GOT NONE HER PICTURE
IN MY PHONE GALLERY?!

fuck me.

seriously.

2 hari lepas dia baru tidur dengan aku.

few hours before dia kena langgar,

dia duduk atas riba aku, tengok muka aku.

nasib aku peluk dia.

now, tell me macam mana aku nak ingat muka dia

when my own memory even gettin worst nowadays.

damn u nadia.

seriously.

i got tons yang lain, how come ennie never u took?

sorry i have to rants here.

aku nak ada memory dengan dia.

even not in visual, but in form of words pun jadilah.

aku nak ingat dia pernah ada dalam hidup aku.

shit.

tonight gonna be very tough.

sigh