Narrow-minded people bored me to the core.

Don't talk to me if you had that disease inside you.

Serious talk.

Serious shit.

hating reality.

Now open your eyes see the truth what lies infront of you

Reality.

Sucks
Wrecked
Damaged 

Is not enough to speak up your mind 
To tell the universe how broken you are 
how you hate every inch reality caressed yourself

To the point you hate everything . EVERYTHING

You may numb the pain 
but still you can't lie to yourself
the feelings inside still drives you insane

revolves.

dunia berputar--

sama juga macam life kita semua.

kau buat orang , satu hari nanti orang buat kau .

that one person we wished for.

aku selalu rasa nak ada someone yang boleh aku nak rants anything 

yang aku tahu selalu ada 

nak kata kawan boleh memang lah

cuma kadang kadang diorang pun ada masalah sendiri hmm

dulu ye waktu aku ngan Ad aku selalu ada benda nak rants , dia dengar patiently then respon and bila dia pun rants , aku dengar respon. bila klaka memang gelak cam gila bila part cam touching memasing assures memasing ahahhahahahaha cerita lama lah kan

aku faham bila ada certain orang kata dia nak ada someone , not really into a relationship tapi hmm someone yang boleh tahan lah kan special  cuma tak act langsung cam lovers tapi more to bestfriend , deep down i really adore that kind of thing

ahahaha rileks.

adalah nanti tu.

till then, kita buat hal kita dulu oki

survivor final projek.

hari ni aku rasa pertama kali dalam sem dua
sesusah mana sebelum ni--
paling nak bunuh diri sebelum ni--
hati rasa paling payah--

aku mintak tuhan kuatkan aku
jadi survivor pada esok hari demi final projek
sebab aku terlampau rasa jahanam--


tolong, tuhan?

sounds so dramatic nadia.

cmon!

dos dadah.

dunia sekarang penuh manusia jiwa kronik 

macam ada dos dadah yang suntik dalam jiwa mereka sampai jadi tak berguna

so bad expressing my thoughts in writting lately

couldnt longer write what i felt inside to express myself 

sucks 

screwwww everything

thoughts.

Here i am , still wide awake suffocated--

with my own scary and stormy thoughts

like im used to it every single night

drown.